Boys.

Hello beautiful people!

Today's post isn't necessarily a good one. It's going to be a nice, very much needed rant. It might be lengthy, so I apologize. I just have a lot of things that need to be said and they need to be said now. Hopefully, many of you beautiful people can relate to this or understand where this is all coming from. Well, at least I hope.

Let me start by saying: "BOYS SUCK." Wow, I already feel a lot better. I have no idea why guys think that us, girls are confusing because guys are worse. They have so much control and they know it. They are aware of the impact they have on girls and they use it to their advantage. They purposely make us fall for them and they friend zone us so quickly, we don't even see it coming. It makes me wonder if they really care about our feelings at all. Do they find this amusing? When we are texting them, are they laughing on the other end?

I cannot stand when guys make you feel special and give you all of this attention, but then you aren't 100% sure if you're the only girl they are talking to. You never know when they are talking out of their asses or they really mean it. But you're too afraid to ask because you don't want to push them away or have them think you are crazy. Well screw that! Boys think with their dicks and they like to keep their "options" open...wtf? Pardon me? Last time I checked we aren't things, we are people who will not stand to be treated like options. We will be a guy's first choice and only his first choice. If he's thinking about all the girls in his life, then you will turn away and strut farther and farther away from him. He'll figure out what he missed out on and he'll realize how much of an idiot he is.

The double standard absolutely kills me. It's okay for him to talk to other girls and have a blast with them, but the moment you talk to one other guy he isn't not happy at all. WHY IS HE ALLOWED TO BE UPSET AND YOU AREN'T?! Ladies, you have every single right to be upset, if he gets upset. Don't let him decide whom you can or can't talk to. If you don't care that he's talking to other girls, then he shouldn't either.

I can't even get started with how hard they are to read. They put up a shield, so you can't know what they're really thinking or how they feel. I don't know about you, but it makes me feel really vulnerable because I'm such an open book; whether or not I want to be. I have the problem of wanting to tell a guy how I really feel, but I am so scared to see his reaction. I don't have a lot of confidence as it is, so being rejected doesn't really help with that at all. They are so good at making sure you can't figure out if they have feelings for you and it drives me insane! The longer you sit there waiting patiently for that shield to come down, the more your feelings will disappear. 

Okay, I'm finished. Sorry about that beautiful people! I'm just a big ball of emotions right now and I wasn't having a good night last night. I feel a lot better. Thank you all for reading along! Leave a comment below and let me know if you can relate to this rant.

I'll see all you beautiful people soon :)

Hugs and Butterfly Kisses

xx