Birthday! :)

Hello beautiful people!

Yesterday was my 19th birthday and here in Ontario, it means that I am finally legal!

Woot, woot!

I just wanted to share with you a few pictures from my birthday dinner with my family!

 I started off the day with a Birthday selfie!

Haha

I couldn't resist!

I woke up in a great mood, I mean c'mon I was finally 19!

 At dinner, I enjoyed a nice peach Bellini at Milestones!

Man this tasted so good!

I couldn't taste the alcohol and I definitely wouldn't mind drinking this all night!

& look at that cute little green monkey hanging out!

I'm just enjoying my drink!

 The best part of my birthday was definitely having my mom home!

She's been gone for 2 weeks visiting her mom and she made it back in time for my birthday!

Yes...I know we look like sisters!

It gets to my mom's head hehe

 Our appetizers!

The cesear salad and spinach dip was delicious!

My main meal!

A little birthday surprise for me

 This dessert is so simple, but it tasted like heaven!

It was cookies with vanilla ice cream!

But the cookies were so moist and chewy and chocolate...

ooo, my mouth is watering just talking about it!

Here is my birthday outfit!

Dress: Topshop
Wristlet: Coach

Shoes: Payless

Overall, my day was pretty great!

Nothing, huge but it was nice :)

I just wish I was in a better mood, I was in a slump and I have no idea why!

But the big event is coming Friday!

I'm going out for dinner with my friends and then we're going out!

I will make sure to take lots of pictures so I can share them with you all!

Hugs and Butterfly Kisses

xx

Boys.

Hello beautiful people!

Today's post isn't necessarily a good one. It's going to be a nice, very much needed rant. It might be lengthy, so I apologize. I just have a lot of things that need to be said and they need to be said now. Hopefully, many of you beautiful people can relate to this or understand where this is all coming from. Well, at least I hope.

Let me start by saying: "BOYS SUCK." Wow, I already feel a lot better. I have no idea why guys think that us, girls are confusing because guys are worse. They have so much control and they know it. They are aware of the impact they have on girls and they use it to their advantage. They purposely make us fall for them and they friend zone us so quickly, we don't even see it coming. It makes me wonder if they really care about our feelings at all. Do they find this amusing? When we are texting them, are they laughing on the other end?

I cannot stand when guys make you feel special and give you all of this attention, but then you aren't 100% sure if you're the only girl they are talking to. You never know when they are talking out of their asses or they really mean it. But you're too afraid to ask because you don't want to push them away or have them think you are crazy. Well screw that! Boys think with their dicks and they like to keep their "options" open...wtf? Pardon me? Last time I checked we aren't things, we are people who will not stand to be treated like options. We will be a guy's first choice and only his first choice. If he's thinking about all the girls in his life, then you will turn away and strut farther and farther away from him. He'll figure out what he missed out on and he'll realize how much of an idiot he is.

The double standard absolutely kills me. It's okay for him to talk to other girls and have a blast with them, but the moment you talk to one other guy he isn't not happy at all. WHY IS HE ALLOWED TO BE UPSET AND YOU AREN'T?! Ladies, you have every single right to be upset, if he gets upset. Don't let him decide whom you can or can't talk to. If you don't care that he's talking to other girls, then he shouldn't either.

I can't even get started with how hard they are to read. They put up a shield, so you can't know what they're really thinking or how they feel. I don't know about you, but it makes me feel really vulnerable because I'm such an open book; whether or not I want to be. I have the problem of wanting to tell a guy how I really feel, but I am so scared to see his reaction. I don't have a lot of confidence as it is, so being rejected doesn't really help with that at all. They are so good at making sure you can't figure out if they have feelings for you and it drives me insane! The longer you sit there waiting patiently for that shield to come down, the more your feelings will disappear. 

Okay, I'm finished. Sorry about that beautiful people! I'm just a big ball of emotions right now and I wasn't having a good night last night. I feel a lot better. Thank you all for reading along! Leave a comment below and let me know if you can relate to this rant.

I'll see all you beautiful people soon :)

Hugs and Butterfly Kisses

xx

My Sincere Apologies :)

Hello beautiful people!

It has been weeks since I've been on here and I am so sorry!

School has started up again and I told myself that I wouldn't neglect my blog, but it looks like I am!

:(

I have tried multiple times to try and blog, but every time I wasn't in love with what I wrote.

I put a lot of time and effort into each and every post and I don't want to share with you posts that I'm not happy with.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm having writer's block right now!

It's the worse feeling and it really frustrates me.

I have a lot of things going on right now and it's always consuming my mind.

I'm hoping that once I can clear my mind up, I'll have room to write great posts for you guys again!

I'm in the process of organizing everything!

So along with organizing my school and work duties, I will be coming up with a blogging schedule for myself!

I will not let myself forget about this blog during the year.

I will have to take a break around midterms and finals, but that will be the only time. 

I hope to further improve my blog by coming up with cool posts and possibly changing up the structure!

I have things running in my mind, I just have to perfect them!

So I apologize for my absence, but I will be back very shortly!

While you are all waiting, there is a new video on my joint YouTube Channel with my best friend Stephanie!

We filmed our August Favourites :)

Come and check it out, if you're interested to see our favourite beauty and fashion favourite, along with our favourite person, food and song of the month :)

Thanks for tuning in lovelies!

Leave a comment below and let me know what you would like to see from me!

I will definitely read through all of the suggestions!

Feel free to contact me on my personal twitter- which is linked in my "Follow Me" page!

Hugs and Butterfly Kisses

xx